Musings
A place for the things that intrigue me, inspire me and continue to shape the way I understand the world and my place within it.
I write about plants and the living earth, the intelligence of the body, the passages of a woman's life and our relationship with the cycles and seasons. There is room here too for ritual, myth, magick and the older ways of knowing that continue to hold my curiosity.
Some of what I share comes from years of study and practice, some from making, growing, walking, reading and paying attention to the world around me. Other musings begin with something unexpected that catches my interest and leads me somewhere I hadn't anticipated.
This is where I gather them
To Know a Plant, Be With It
There is a difference between knowing what a plant does and knowing a plant.
I can reflect on nettles minerals, or hawthorns affinity with the heart. That lemon balm has traditionally been used to soothe and settle. This knowledge matters, but it is not the whole of knowing.
Root of Gold
Break open fresh turmeric and the colour almost startles you.
Gold concealed beneath an ordinary brown skin.
Long before turmeric became a capsule on a wellness shelf, it was food, dye and medicine, used for centuries across South and Southeast Asia and holding an important place within Ayurvedic traditions.
Moving Like an Animal Again
Watch an animal move through its day and you will not see a workout.
You will see stretching, resting, walking, sudden effort, long stillness, play, curiosity and movement in response to the world around it.
Human bodies once moved much more like this too.
What the Dark Does
Something happens in the dark that cannot happen in quite the same way in daylight.
Our bodies evolved in relationship with the turning of light and darkness, and that old rhythm still lives within us.
The Wandering Nerve
Its Latin name, vagus, means wandering.
And wander it does.
The vagus nerve travels from the brainstem through the neck and into the chest and abdomen, communicating with the heart, lungs and digestive system along the way.
The Unspoken Floor
There are parts of the female body we have learned to speak about easily.
And others that remain strangely hidden.
The pelvic floor is one of them.
The Fifth Season
Body temperature. Pulse. Breath. Blood pressure.
Medicine has long used vital signs as clues to what is happening inside the body.
The menstrual cycle can offer information too.
The Wild Intelligence of the Nervous System
Long before the thinking mind has decided whether something feels safe, threatening, pleasurable or overwhelming, the body is already listening.
Breath changes. Heart rate shifts. Muscles brace or soften. Digestion alters. Attention narrows or expands.
The Change
For generations, women have called menopause the change.
There may be more wisdom in those two words than we realise.
Because this passage rarely confines itself to hormones.
Our Inner Garden
We do not inhabit our bodies alone.
Within the digestive tract lives an immense community of microorganisms collectively known as the gut microbiome.
The Changing Tide
We talk about “hormone balance” so often that it is easy to imagine balance means stillness.
But hormones have never been still.
The Long Threshold
Menopause is a strangely long threshold.
Most rites of passage are imagined as a moment. A door crossed. A ceremony completed. A before and an after.
This one can take years.
Befriending the Body
For a long time, many women were taught to treat the body as an opponent.
Something to restrict, discipline, shrink, push past and correct.
Diet culture taught us to distrust hunger. Exercise culture taught us that movement could repay what we had eaten.
Urinary Tract Infections
Recurring UTIs post menopause and post hysterectomy are very common.
Endocrine Disrupting Chemicals
We are exposed to EDCs every single day, and these have a direct impact on our hormones.
Rogue Hairs
Women in their peri menopause may begin noticing stray hairs on their face, the odd rogue hair is not uncommon
Sugar Health
Our Sugar intake affects everything from our mood, to our cognitive function. During Menopause, it can also affect our frequency of hot flashes